Maybe i am stupid
But for me the most logic thing to do a saturday morning when im off work is to go up 05.45 to do the laundry and then go to morning nogi sparring at 06.45. Maybe im crazy but thats what make me feel good. You should do what makes you happy right? My mood is coming back to normal, im feeling a lot more positive than the last few days. It sort of helps to hang with people who brings positive energy. I rather be alone than hang with people who drains you from it. The sun is shining and maybe ill go to a boxing class later. We will see.
(These pictures are four years old, my youngest son and his older sister were out playing in the autumn leafes)